Author: spacedogfromspace
Date: 2024-02-23T00:00:00+00:00
Keywords: Fanworks; General Audiences; Star Trek: Alternate Original Series; James T. Kirk (AOS) & Leonard "Bones" McCoy (AOS) & Spock (AOS); Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock; Leonard "Bones" McCoy (AOS); Spock (AOS); Whump; Death; Grief; Gen; Major Character Death
Description: Spock and Bones wait for Jim in the transporter room.
Publisher: Ad Astra :: Star Trek Fanfiction Archive

Preface

Vigil
Posted originally on the Ad Astra :: Star Trek Fanfiction Archive at http://www.adastrafanfic.com/works/1397.

Rating:

General Audiences

Archive Warning:

Major Character Death

Category:

Gen

Fandom:

Star Trek: Alternate Original Series

Relationship:

James T. Kirk (AOS) & Leonard "Bones" McCoy (AOS) & Spock (AOS), Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock

Character:

Leonard "Bones" McCoy (AOS), Spock (AOS)

Additional Tags:

Whump, Death, Grief

Language:

English

Stats:

Published: 2024-02-23
Words: 276
Chapters: 1/1

Vigil
by spacedogfromspace

Summary

Spock and Bones wait for Jim in the transporter room.

Notes

FebuWhump Day 23
Prompt: Presumed Dead

Vigil

"What are you doing down here?"

Spock turned to see Doctor McCoy joining him in the transporter room, dressed in pyjamas and looking like he hadn't slept in days.

"I could ask you the same thing," Spock answered tiredly, turning his gaze back to the transporter pad.

McCoy grumbled as he crossed the room and sat down beside Spock. They both just watched the transporter pad in silence for a few long minutes.

Finally, the doctor put his face in his hands and sighed. "Why are we doing this, Spock?" He asked. "We know he's dead. Atoms spread in the wind like ashes. Why are we here pretending that the transporter might just fire up and bring him back?"

"There's a chance that we can find him again," Spock said, not bothering to pull apart the doctor's metaphor like he usually would. Right now it didn't matter than there wasn't wind in space. "A minuscule chance. But a chance nonetheless."

McCoy scoffed. "Yeah, a chance in hell," he lamented. "Isn't it illogical to bank on chances this remote? To believe he can still be brought back alive?"

"Indeed," Spock answered quietly. "It is quite illogical. But I've found that sometimes it is necessary to hold onto the hope of such possibility, despite the improbability of it. Even if it is just to delay acceptance of the reality. I suppose that is why I am here."

"Yeah," McCoy gave a heavy, resigned sigh. "I know he's dead, I just don't want to believe it. I guess that's why I'm here, too."

They kept the rest of their vigil in silence, waiting for someone who would never return.

Afterword

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Table of Contents

- Preface
- Vigil
- Afterword